my third attempt to write a post

yes. this is my third attempt to write a post.

first, i only managed to wrote a few words on WP. then, today i'd tried to write again but it end up in a draft only. really had no mood to write a proper entry. i wish, this time i can publish my writing properly.

actually, i wanna talk about myself. sorry if i make you feel bored.

last night, he SMS me. after a few days being quiet. hmm.. i do feel bored towards him. he always like that. i asked him about us. who else know and he said that his family knew about me. i don't know whether he tell the truth or just a lie. but none of our friends knows about us.

it makes me think.. why he don't want to tell our friends? does he afraid or what? hey, he just makes me think that he is not so serious with me.

SERIOUS??

that word really scares me. i'm not lying. i don't know what i want actually. didn't i want him to SERIOUS? so, why am i afraid if he told his family about me? arghh, i am so confused!